Sanitizer
Official髭男dism
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Sanitizer - Official髭男dism
OFFICIAL FULL MV
- Lyrics
- 藤原聡
- Composer
- 藤原聡
- Arrangement
- Official髭男dism
- Release Date
- 2025/12/01 ()
Japanese Lyrics Source：https://www.uta-net.com/song/384156/
English Translation
Sanitizer
Official髭男 dism
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1
エタノールに浸して 差し出したいろんな潤い
Various kinds of moisture soaked in ethanol, offered up to you
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2
荒れた肌に沁みて痛い 胸の奥は知られたくない
It soaks into my rough skin and stings; I don't want the depths of my heart to be known
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3
でもここは せめてこの時間だけは湿度と暖かさに満ちたい
But here, at least for this moment, I want to be filled with humidity and warmth
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4
弱音はいつまでも吐きたい 吐きたがる僕が僕は嫌い
I always want to complain, and I hate myself for wanting to say it
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5
君の優しさに甘えて 大丈夫って言葉貰って
Indulging in your kindness, receiving the words "It's okay"
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6
貰ったくせにすぐに落として あれこれ求める痛み止め
Even though I received them, I immediately dropped them, searching everywhere for a painkiller
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7
逆剥けを繰り返す指先 抑えつけても暴れる期待
Fingertips with recurring hangnails; expectations that run wild even when suppressed
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8
心にへばりつく病原菌 君にうつしませんように
Pathogens clinging to my heart; I hope I don't pass them on to you
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9
Oh babyこの渇きだけは ここにある穴だけは
Oh baby, this thirst alone, the hollow space here alone
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10
君に満たしてもらっちゃいけない気がするんだ
I feel like I shouldn't have you fill it for me
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11
もう平気なフリすらしない 全てを洗い流した上で
I won't even pretend to be okay anymore; after washing everything away
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12
格好つけて 真っ当に生きていたい
I want to live honestly and with style
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13
I'm baby自分という人を自分で守る事が
I'm baby, protecting the person that is "myself"
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14
君を愛すという事の第一歩
Is the first step to loving you
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15
もう元に戻らない アザのできた体のまま
I can't go back to the way it was, with a body covered in bruises
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16
折れ目のついたハートのまま 僕という人のありのまま
With a creased heart, just as the person that is "me" is
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17
君の優しさに甘えて 大丈夫って言葉貰って
Indulging in your kindness, receiving the words "It's okay"
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18
貰ったくせに信じず捨てて 当たって何度も傷つけて
Even though I received them, I discarded them without believing, striking you and hurting you again and again
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19
気づけば繋がれてた点滴 不甲斐ない僕を責める免疫
Before I knew it, I was hooked up to an IV; my immune system scolding the incompetent me
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20
それでも増えていく病原菌 君に謝りたかったのに
Even so, the pathogens keep multiplying; and I wanted to apologize to you
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21
Oh baby この痛みだけは ここにある「嫌い」だけは
Oh baby, this pain alone, the "I hate it" here alone
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22
何に頼って治したとしたって意味がないんだ
It's meaningless no matter what I rely on to cure it
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23
能天気な未来はいらない たとえ苦しみにまみれたって
I don't need a carefree future, even if I'm covered in suffering
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24
僕は僕に僕だけで勝ってみたい
I want to win against myself, by myself
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25
I'm baby 自分という人を自分で誇る事が
I'm baby, being proud of the person that is "myself"
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26
君を愛すという事に不可欠だった
Was indispensable to loving you
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27
軟弱な自分を呪った
I cursed my weak self
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28
君はそれを笑った
You laughed at it
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29
また救われてしまった
I was saved once again
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30
逆剥けやヒビ割れだらけの手
Hands full of hangnails and cracks
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31
シミや折れ目だらけのハートで
With a heart full of stains and creases
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32
それでも笑みを浮かべるその目
Those eyes of yours still showing a smile
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33
僕は僕にとっての君に
For the sake of the you that exists for me
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34
君にふさわしい僕に
For the sake of the me that is worthy of you
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35
ちゃんとなりたかったんだ
I really wanted to become just that
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36
Oh babyこの渇きだけは ここにある穴だけは
Oh baby, this thirst alone, the hollow space here alone
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37
君に満たしてもらっちゃいけない気がするんだ
I feel like I shouldn't have you fill it for me
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38
もう平気なフリすらしない 全てを洗い流した上で
I won't even pretend to be okay anymore; after washing everything away
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39
格好つけて 真っ当に生きていたい
I want to live honestly and with style
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40
Oh babyこの痛みがまた ここにある「嫌い」がまた
Oh baby, even if this pain again, even if the "I hate it" here again
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41
僕の心を突き刺し蝕んだとしたって
Stabs my heart and eats away at it
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42
もうどんな劇薬もいらない 不安にうなされながらも
I don't need any more harsh drugs; even while being plagued by anxiety
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43
僕は信じている 僕を信じている
I believe, I believe in myself
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44
I'm baby自分という人を自分で守る事が
I'm baby, protecting the person that is "myself"
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45
君を愛すという事の第一歩
Is the first step to loving you
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46
そんな暑苦しい想いをせめて表だけでも
Such intense feelings, I'll at least wipe the surface
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47
拭いて綺麗にしてから会いに行くよ
Clean and tidy, before I come to see you