優しさを失くした
Cloudy
站長
優しさを失くした - Cloudy
OFFICIAL FULL MV
- Lyrics
- 小柴タケト
- Composer
- 小柴タケト
- Arrangement
- Cloudy
- Release Date
- 2024/07/29 ()
Japanese Lyrics Source：https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_n3C8HBQyJQ
English Translation
優 しさを失 くした
Cloudy
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曇り某日 ただ血相を変えて走る君を横目に
On a certain cloudy day, out of the corner of my eye, I watched you running with a pale look on your face
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2
ついた嘘の辻褄合わせ そんなことを考えていた
Trying to make the lies I told consistent, that's what I was thinking about
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3
誰かの不幸など他人事でしかなく
Someone else's misfortune is nothing but another person's business
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4
誰かを見下してどこか安心するの
Looking down on someone makes me feel relieved somehow
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5
誰かの成功がとかく気に入らないの
Someone else's success is just displeasing to me anyway
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6
そんな自分に気が付いて とても吐き気がするの
Noticing that I am like that makes me feel very nauseous
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7
幼い頃は僕にもあっただろうか
Did I also have it when I was young?
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8
失くしたものに気付き自分に嫌気が差すの
Noticing the things I've lost, I feel disgusted with myself
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9
曇り某日 ただ血相を変えて走る君を横目に
On a certain cloudy day, out of the corner of my eye, I watched you running with a pale look on your face
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10
ついた嘘の辻褄合わせ そんなことを考えていた
Trying to make the lies I told consistent, that's what I was thinking about
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11
君が酷く苦しもうとも 僕は少しも痛くないの
Even if you suffer terribly, I don't feel any pain at all
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12
痛みを感じれぬ痛みが僕を直に蝕んでゆく
The pain of not being able to feel pain is directly eroding me
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13
どうでもいいを口癖に冷めて生きると
If I live coldly with "whatever" as my catchphrase
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14
いずれ自分さえもどうでもよく思えるの
Eventually, even I myself will seem like whatever to me
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15
損得感情に支配された心で
With a heart ruled by calculations of loss and gain
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16
素晴らしい日々を送れるはずがないのに
There is no way I can spend wonderful days, and yet...
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17
常に惰性と理屈を混ぜ合わせては
Always mixing inertia and excuses together
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18
失くしたものに気付き自分に嫌気が差すの
Noticing the things I've lost, I feel disgusted with myself
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19
曇り某日「そりゃ結構」と酷く空な返事をするの
On a certain cloudy day, I give a terribly empty reply, saying, "That's fine"
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20
数多 事象を前にしても面倒だよと目を閉じていた
Even in front of numerous events, I closed my eyes, saying it's troublesome
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21
過ち故 嘆いた時に周りにもう人はいないの
When I lament because of my mistakes, there is no longer anyone around me
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22
当然だとこぼした笑みの 奥に虚しさが滲みだす
Behind the smile I leaked, saying it's natural, emptiness begins to seep out
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23
曇り某日 ただ血相を変えて走る君を横目に
On a certain cloudy day, out of the corner of my eye, I watched you running with a pale look on your face
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24
ついた嘘の辻褄合わせ そんなことを考えていた
Trying to make the lies I told consistent, that's what I was thinking about
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25
君が酷く苦しもうとも 僕は少しも痛くないの
Even if you suffer terribly, I don't feel any pain at all
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26
痛みを感じれぬ痛みが僕を直に蝕んでゆく
The pain of not being able to feel pain is directly eroding me
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27
曇り某日 ただ血相を変えて走る君の手を取り
On a certain cloudy day, I take your hand as you run with a pale look on your face
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28
共に生きる この苦しさが美しさともう気付いたの
Living together, I've already realized that this suffering is also a form of beauty
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29
曇り某日 ただ一層に君を愛しく想いたいの
On a certain cloudy day, I just want to love you all the more dearly
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30
曇り某日 ただ喝采を僕等の日々に送れるように
On a certain cloudy day, I just hope that I can send applause to our days