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  地下鉄の窓に 急に映る顔が じっとこっちを見る

  Reflected in the subway window, a face suddenly stares at me

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  そのひどく不安気な目を 逸らすことも出来ず立ち尽くしていた

  Its deeply uneasy eyes, I couldn't look away, just standing there frozen

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  耳の奥で 後ろ指さす声がこだまする

  Deep inside my ears, talked behind my back echo relentlessly

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• 4

  ああ 僕が僕であろうとすればするほど

  Ah, the more I try to be myself,

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• 5

  厭う声は大きくなるみたいだ

  the louder their voices of hatred grow

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• 6

  「ねえ、僕はあのときどうすればよかった?」

  "Tell me, what was the right thing to do back then?"

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  わからない わからないまま チクチクと時間だけがただ過ぎていく

  I don’t know, I still don’t know, and only time keeps pricking at me, passing by

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  ため息のようにドアが開く ゆらゆらと進む地下通路

  With a sigh, the door opens, and the underground passage sways

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• 9

  歩いても歩いても 答えなんか出ない

  Step after step, yet no answer comes

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• 10

  地上へ出ると 煩いくらいの散光が僕を責めた

  As I step above ground, the blinding lights scold me

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  深く 深く 潜ったままの

  Still deep, deep down

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• 12

  僕の声を 抱えて歩いた

  I carried my voice as I walked

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• 13

  太陽にあぶり出される 僕の孤独のカタチが

  The sun reveals the shape of my loneliness

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  後ずさりするように 影になった

  Stumbling backward to become a shadow

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  眩しすぎる正しさで 僕へと照りつけないで

  Don't shine upon me with that blinding bright righteousness

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  遮ったこの腕だけが僕を庇う

  Only the arms I raise to block it protect me

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• 17

  逃げるように駆け込んだゲームセンター

  I ran into the arcade as if I was running away

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  ドクン ドクン モグラを叩く音が響いていた

  Thump, tump, the sound of whack-a-mole echoed around me

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• 19

  振り下ろされるたび僕に痛みが走るのは何故だ

  Why does each strike send pain through me?

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  叩かれては沈んでいく どこから顔をだしても上手く避けられない

  Hit, then sink, No matter where they surface, they can't dodge it

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• 21

  その姿はまるで僕だ

  They look just like me

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• 22

  ため息に曇って見えなくなっていた場所 そこにうずくまっていたんだ

  A place I couldn't see because it was blurred by sighs, That's where I was cowering

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  ああそうだ ずっと気づけずにいたんだ

  Ah right, I never even realized

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• 24

  僕へと打ちつけられた 憫笑 冷評

  Pity smiles and cold judgments struck me

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• 25

  倒れないようにするのに精一杯で

  I was struggling not to collapse

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• 26

  その一つ一つが痛くて怖いのに 流せなかった涙のことを

  Each and every one of those were painful and scary, Yet the tears never fell

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  深く 深く 潜ったままの

  Still deep, deep down

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• 28

  僕の声に この手を伸ばして

  I stretched my hand out to my voice

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• 29

  僕であろうとすることが どうしてこんなに痛いの?

  Why does trying to be myself hurt this much?

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• 30

  心が擦れては ひび割れてく

  My heart wears thin, cracking apart

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  そんな胸の奥底から 生まれてく言葉たちが

  But from deep within the heart, words are born

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  何度だって 這い出して 叫ぶ 僕のために

  Again and again, they crawl out and scream, for me

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• 33

  辛いって 苦しいって こみ上げるのに

  "It's hard", "It's painful", I well up

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  言えないから 癒えないまま 引き摺っている

  Yet left unspoken, unhealed, the pain lingers

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  逃げたいとか 泣きたいとか そんな感情に

  Wanting to run, wanting to cry, those feelings

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  言葉が追いつくのは いつもよろよろと彷徨ったあとで

  Words only catch up after I've stumbled around

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  心の中で叫んだって反響するだけ

  A scream inside my heart only echoes back

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  だけど叫べないことは もっと苦しくて

  But holding it in hurts even more

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  だから誰にも届かなくても声にするよ

  So even if my voice never reaches anyone, I'll let it out

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• 40

  たった一人自分には 聴こえるように

  So that at least I can hear myself

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  僕であろうとするために この痛みがあるのなら

  If this pain exists so I can be myself

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• 42

  見失わないように 抱きしめている

  I'll hold on to it so I don't lose it

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  誰かが望む理想には 僕は変われない だから

  I can't reshape myself into the colors others desire, so

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  何度だって 這い出した 声抱えて 生きる

  Again and again, I'll carry the voice that crawled out and live on

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